Today is not a good day where pain is concerned. An endo flare up that’s been grumbling for a few days finally came to the fore.
Today my body is the Master, and I am the slave being tortured without sign of compassion. No fun spankings for me today, oh no.
Today, the lesson of submission is being taught in the most brutal of ways. I’m safewording, but to no avail, this Master is indeed cruel, demanding I bend to his will, unrelenting in his determination to succeed.
I will learn the lesson.
Today there is no aftercare, no warm embrace into which I may sink, content.
No.
Today, I am beaten.